So, today was my recital (?). And I can say that… was a crap. Yeah. Worse: I knew ALL THE MUSICS, I could play them with my eyes closed but I began to tremble, and cry. I just REALLY can’t play in public.
I’m still guessing the people were thinking I just did that for call their attention more than the others. Hahah, nice. [/sarcasm] -.-
I hate me I hate me (It’s just me or I seem an emo?). I was the only person who knew the music decorated with no mistakes.
Even a guy who plays since he was younger than me (he should have 19 years old) made his mistakes. Now I AM sure that I’m THE drama queen.
After all this, my friends and cousins helped me with nice words but I couldn’t stop to cry. Hahah, hurry for me. -_-’
Then, my teacher convinced me to play a music that I would be sure I’ll not be desperate. I played Greensleeves. Still thus I guess that was a fucking recital.
Alice made me smile anyway. How I love her.
Hm… I made it just to say this happen. I’ve needed to say it. I most use my journals to say things like this. You guys noticed I’m sure. LOL


Well people, my camera is with… Problems. I think I could delay the draws. And the collabs (Uhul Mudy, I remember that I promised a collab with you!) are better if I scanner them. But I need to walk 400 meters to arrive in the place with the scanner. Ç_Ç It’s my grandma’s apartment... And it is in the 21th stair. There aren’t elevators. TTwTT *lyin… *shot*. e_e’
Ham, well. That’s all.
Oh! It’s not!:
I cut my hair. <3;; *retarded* (How I can make jokes and jokes when I’m sad? XD It’s just because I AM WONDERFUL. 8D) Err… I loved. A_A

That’s all (really). I need to sleep. It’s (almost) 2:00 am here. My mom is going to kill meeeh. *singing*

(I can change the mood! HORRAY!)



PS.: I need you to remember me what I promised, guuys! x_x' I can't remember!! If I have any draw/collab/even TAGS promised to you (or anyone that you remember), post here and I'll write a "to-do-list" or anything like this. PLZ! @_@